Jessica

Santa Cruz, CA, United States

I’m using this account as a live journal to hold myself accountable and hopefully my transparency is relatable to a fellow Queen 🫶
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24 Mar 08:37

Beautiful Queen

Thank you Michi! Hope you’ve been able to take a full lunch and sit down this last week

Yes! Everything happens for a reason. When you said drop your city and you said Sacramento my jaw dropped! We will definitely get a workout in together! As a heads up I deleted all social media aside from this so we will have to exchange info! Maybe on a live and we can screenshot because I’m not sure of how private the community page is, you know?

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I know! I wish A Herrera was near us too but hey you never know! God works in mysterious ways and maybe the universe called us together through QW for a reason 🤓🤞

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24 Mar 03:22

Accountability check in:

Today is supposed to be a rest day but I worked out because I took my rest day earlier this week. I did Chasity replay from last Thursday again today. Why I chose to torture myself like that two days in a row? I don’t know..

I have transcended space and time. My body died and my spirit has been left questioning my decision making abilities.

Haha, no it was great. I needed it. I was trying to convince myself of a million reasons why I shouldn’t workout and finding shortcuts to get the work in, “I’ll do a ten minute workout and that will be fine because the challenge is only supposed to be three days a week anyway” That’s true but that’s not the commitment I made to myself.

Showed up. Got it done. Feel better mentally and physically.

Bring it on world!

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23 Mar 04:28

Accountability check in:

After everything that happened today I would have normally just given up on everything I have been working on this last month and gone to my depression comforts - Supernatural and late night snacking. No bedtime routine and no workout.

Instead I turned on The Becoming 5 year anniversary replay and listened again to Fabiana and the guest speakers. Cleaned our little apt, had a talk with my five year old like janessa suggested and we wrote a list of goals for our week.

Once the boys were asleep I got the workout in. A full hour with Chasity . Felt Great! I saved the workout! Those compound movements with the kettlebell were intense!

I cannot give up on me. It took so much for me to get my boys and I into our own space and I cannot violate that by letting him back. I can’t lean into self doubt and I cannot allow my ex to manipulate situations to his benefit.

I am becoming her…

Thank you Wendy for coming through with support. I’m happy you’re here for the #LYC

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22 Mar 15:52

Thank you… I appreciate your words and I’m going to have seriously sit down and figure it out. I walked away once and allowing him back into our lives I’m feeling was a mistake.

I’m glad your back! I mentioned you in so many posts but because there were multiple Wendy’s I don’t think I ever picked the right one!

Alright girl, where’s the recipe book?! Your page never fails to make me say, “yum!”

22 Mar 13:36

Every time you post I gain a little more insight into who you are and you never fail to amaze me! I love that you celebrated the equinox and I love that you are open to reiki! A true Queen! Thank you for the intentions, we feel them all the way out here!

22 Mar 13:32

“…still see gold.” Love that. Thank you

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