Long venting post:

Since I turned 40 in 2021 I have struggled with my weight, motivation, consistency, and eating right. I kept telling my doctor something is wrong with me. Like the food I use to eat no longer tastes good. I completely hate the smell, taste, and look of meat especially chicken. I been living off of processed food and fast food for years. I have watched the scale go up and down but my stomach, back, and breast keep getting bigger. I finally changed doctors and he actually listened and sent me to endocrinology. She did some labs and my thyroid level was high. I am pre diabetic. Which means my health is slowly getting worse. She sent me to a gynecologist I see her next month. She told me it sounds like I am going through perimenopause. She recommended me to start a glp1 but I am not really feeling it. She also gave some info on exercising, eating better, and prioritizing protein and fiber. I always felt something was going on with me but no one would listen. I decided to lock in and get back healthy I refuse to die. I am on week 2 I am down 5 pounds so far but I need movement. I am starting Monday with the power workouts. She told me to focus on strength training and walking. Sorry for the long post I just needed to let it out!!