Omg ladies! I went from not being able to do even beginner lunges to doing beginner lunges without holding on to anything! I mean for many it’s probably nothing but to me it’s amazing! It’s progress!!!!! I also went from I need to work out mentality to I want to work out! It’s becoming part of who I am and am happy for that! Proud of me! Yay me!

Today I woke up on the sad side. Last night I went to the mall in search for a dress for my aunts wedding and I couldn’t find anything I liked. And I looked at myself and I just got super sad. I felt fat and ugly. My mom was showing me dress after dress and I didn’t like any of them. And the ones I did like they didn’t have in my size. I cried last night and felt so hopeless. I don’t want to quit. I want to be able to wear that nice sexy dress and feel proud of my body. I just needed to vent.

I have to say am super proud of myself! I did something that I would’ve never done before! I got myself ready and my son and walked to the park. Took my mat a weight and my jump rope and while my son is outside playing I worked out! Yes my son did get in the middle a few times and wanted to play but I got it done! And my mom kept him busy! And I would’ve never worked out in public before! I did it ladies! Week 2 of working out and I can’t wait to continue!

Am super beat and my body felt that workout! Now time for a salmon salad!