Today I woke up on the sad side. Last night I went to the mall in search for a dress for my aunts wedding and I couldn’t find anything I liked. And I looked at myself and I just got super sad. I felt fat and ugly. My mom was showing me dress after dress and I didn’t like any of them. And the ones I did like they didn’t have in my size. I cried last night and felt so hopeless. I don’t want to quit. I want to be able to wear that nice sexy dress and feel proud of my body. I just needed to vent.