January 16
• Edited (Jan 16, 2025)

Accountability check in: Day 15 of 30 days of movement. #NEW

I hit a brick wall today. I still ran 1.5 miles and walked 1 mile at pace… did a little weights and I plan to close out the day with Fabiana abs and booty but I don’t know… I had a forced interaction with my ex and it just is like gnawing on my gut. I feel unmotivated. Unsure. Tomorrow is a new day and we will start fresh.

Wendy! Sending you love and positive thoughts!

*I did not workout with Fabiana I ate chips and ice cream. Granted, it was four spoons of ice cream and the 5 chips over the serving suggestion but still… it’s the action of the old habit that I’m scared of. I knew what I was doing and I just continued to self sabotage. How do I change this behavior? How do I get to a point where my ex doesn’t have such a crippling affect on me. I feel like I just wasted the last 15 days for empty calories… I will refocus and regroup and move forward from this setback. I have to.