Ok so I’ve got my mental stuff in check then I start working on my dream got licensed after many attempts and pit stops then I started working on my place of living… I just moved and am currently organizing it all so it can feel like my home. Now through all that I tried to be healthy and I did work out but to be honest in stressful situations I resorted back to comfort food. So now I want to focus on my body. Because of this peri-menopause the weight isn’t shedding like before and it gets frustrating I’m 40 and want to feel sexy again something I haven’t felt in a long while. So here goes nothing! I’m the one in the green top this is the most recent full body photo I have at the moment

Came to the mall to buy a cute outfit for a concert and store after store I became more frustrated and depleted because I couldn’t find anything that would make me feel sexy or hot. I know it’s dumb but I just left empty handed and my ego deflated. I’m disappointed in myself because I swore I wouldn’t do this yourself again and I would just enjoy the shopping experience but nothing fits like it used to and I just want to cry honestly. I know we are supposed to be accountable and positive but this is where I’m at right now. Plus side I’m more determined than before to workout on Monday ❤️❤️

Look I came for the workout and community but I didn’t know that they were into the retrograde, healing, etc. this was such a much needed session. The way I was feeling like they peeked right into my life to actually shoot me encouragement. And my 2 year old over here doing the workouts and encouraging right along. Chefs kiss on making this possible 🥹 I needed all of this. My spirit knew.
Day one ☝🏼

Turning 40 next February and I am on a mission to get back to feeling sexy again. Gained 40lbs and I’m trying to bring my muscles back, lose the double chin and feel energized again lol I am a mother of 5 and the ages range from 20-2 all still living at home and I’m so needing this for myself. Looking forward to the community the most to be honest I’ve been pretty alone on this journey and am in need of the dopamine boost conversations with like minded people will give me