I took before pics today and was in tears. I usually try to be a positive person, but this hit me hard.

The sad part is that I used to get paid for how I looked 25 years ago. Hormones and aging are no joke...

I'm going to release the negativity. Tears are made of salt water which is a cleansing agent. Then I'm going to keep showing up.

I accept that I may not see that 20 year old body again, but can and will do better. There's nowhere to go but up..

But... wow....

Just venting...