Hi everyone! I’m new here and wanted to introduce myself. I’m Cindy. I’m here to find myself again. After living in autopilot since many death’s in my family, I feel… not worthless really…kinda abandoned…still doesn’t express clearly, but just blah…not caring. Towards myself ya know. I need to get back to living. I want to enjoy life and not just wait for the day I stop breathing. I need to keep my body going. Anyway, I’m looking forward to being here. I know this is going to be a turn. I’m truly a happy and cheerful person. I’m just tired of hiding.