Going thru a heartbreak 💔

Hi Queens I am officially starting 90 days of healing through a heart break. Today is my day#1. This has been a long time coming and although I know it's for my own good it doesn't take away the pain/hurt especially when it ends on a sour note 😔 Recalling those nasty insults that cut so deeply & can never be forgotten & torturing myself with why I allowed this to go on as long as it did. But nonetheless the show must go on. I stood in bed yesterday in pain physically. Enduring a new death all over again. But today came and I was granted the gift of breath/life. I pushed myself to get ready this morning and get thru my day & look at me! Getting thru this day feeling like im bringing myself back to life 🙏🏼💪🏼👏🏼 So now for the icing on the cake some movement with my body and then rest. Day by day Queens. It feels so good to type this all out. Keeping it pent up adds to my pain. So if you got this far we got this & thank you 🙏🏼💪🏼will be documenting more of this healing journey I believe it can be helpful to me. & Maybe to someone else 🫶🏼👑❤️‍🩹 #day1